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Every scar on my body means something Every one of them has a story behind it The one I just made Has the longest story behind it The one I just made is hurting me so bad The one I just made is making my foot go numb There is no one out there That knows why I make these scars I wish someone understood my scars I want out of this hellhole And I promise I will stop making these scars If I can get out of this hellhole Is there anyone out there That help me out of this hell hole Please help me, you could save my life please

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Only time...It's Beginning.. Is Fast. Step into the car, Quick meet and greet.

Now I'm silent... Very observent. I decide just for now, To figure you out.

Hanging around... Small talk. I make small glances, I want to know you.

Time continues... Nerves start. I try to play it cool, But im sure you knew.

Some Leave.. We stay. Three of us left, The pressures on.

Butterflies explode... Nerves going crazy. I want to kiss you, But when was it right? Only time...
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at the beach
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unspokeni know i act like im ok
i go to school and smile all day
but deep down inside my heart is broken
these are the words that i'll leave unspoken unspoken
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i'll wait for you.she wonders to herself what he thinks of her she just wants to be loved but now it looks like a blur He says that he wants her but just wants to wait a bit she doesnt understand why cause to her, they are a perfect fit This girls love is true and she wants him to know that she could never hurt him her love for him continues to grow Some of her friends say they disagree they tell her that he is bad but this time she wont listen cause life without him would be too sad. So she will wait forever i'll wait for you.
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oh boy

Fri Sep 18, 2009, 12:44 AM

So, i have recently Obviously stopped writing all together.
figured i sucked, and tried to ignore it.
how rong i can be sometimes.

Today, for the first time in over a year, i picked up a pencil, and wrote something.
its not great, but it feels great to be able to actually finish something again. =]

ok, well, hopefully this crazyness stays and i continue to write.
read my piece, tell me what you think!

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Mood: Lonely
Listening to: beatles
Reading: glass
Watching: this
Playing: your mom haha
Eating: nothing
Drinking: your face

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Current Residence: a place of hate
Interests: writing, singing, music
Favourite band or musician: The Beatles
Favourite genre of music: anything
Favourite poet or writer: Edgar Alan Poe
Favourite style of art: Abstract
MP3 player of choice: ipod touch
Favourite cartoon character: alice (alice in wonderland)

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~Mark0248 Aug 25, 2006, 6:15:41 PM

Thanks for the add+ Miss, you have quite the writing potential.

~newbie247 Aug 7, 2006, 7:21:17 PM

Thanks for the watch back.

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~jamesriplily Aug 7, 2006, 12:53:47 AM

thanks for the comment, for some reason dA wont let me post this as a reply. i'm getting through your gallery and really liking it so far - keep up the writing.

JRL
p.s. +devwatch

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till you can't remember
to recall, where your wings
have gone ~~~

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~UnashamedXFelinity Aug 1, 2006, 8:57:48 AM

I know it's kinda late, but thanks for the watch. You're the first watcher I've gotten that I haven't met before signing up on dA, so that means a lot to me. Your poems are extremely good, so keep it up!